today was kinda eventful.

1., i am now known as spork

2.; i’m not dependent off of people anymore. i used to always need people and if one person left my life i would be hysterical. right now, a lot of people have left me, and im not even going to chase back. i have better things to do. if you’re gna leave, leave. i have a life ahead of me and making it successful is all up to me, not them. i DONT need them.

‘next time you wanna go on and leave, i should just let you go on and do it.’

yeah, i mean, im not here to make you unhappy, so do what makes you happy. whatever floats your boat. were all grown up now. and we can fend for ourselves.

im happy though, and i dont need you to change that, or make that

this is up to me now.